i can't apologise now

i can't say this to you but alice i never wanted to hurt you i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm so sorry i wanted to be a better person for you and someone you wanted to love but i dont think i can be, i dont think i ever was...

Sometimes, Jervis Tetch remembers that there's something wrong with him, and he really does want to fix things.

But only sometimes, and only for a little while, and those little moments are becoming rarer and rarer, because it hurts to remember how badly he did things, and he just wants to shut everything away.

Forever, or at least for a very long time.

[ jervis doesn't belong to me erm i just draw him... ]